"Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times"

Posted by ••• MauChuu ••• on 18. 2010 0 comments 0 trackback
So yeah, just a few updates, including my hiatus thingy.
Hrrrmm, I'm falling behind in my classes. I've become extremely lazy, and just...
I don't feel like doing anything really. Lately, I've been wondering more often,
"Why do I do this? What am I doing? What should I be doing?"
Stuff like that.

Ehh... I get like this often, so I'm pretty used to it.
I just need to find my inspiration again.
I think I'll start by catching up on all of my work.
I'm especially behind in English. I wish I had guidelines...
Examples... Not just... work and a deadline.
I can't work like that; no motivation.
Geh. But I'm planning on turning shit in late. I'll work on it now and possibly through
Thanksgiving Break.

Oh right. And my hiatus LOL.
First and foremost reason is that my mic holds the ocean in it's depths.
But yeah, can't really record with it. I hope I'll get a new mic soon~

(It's at this point in time... that I find I'm getting too lazy to even type. What's wrong with me?)

Well, the second reason is that...
I've been very critical of myself lately, and envious of other people.
I try my best, but to me, my best can never be enough.
I don't know... I'm not sure what point I'm trying to get across...
So whatever.

Extremely recent obsession: Panty & Stocking With Garterbelt
LOL. That's all I'm saying.

I really should stop procrastinating now.
Off to do work.

Mata ne~
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